Looking back

I might have had to listened to her sentiment, her feeling and thoughts deeper.

I remember the day when I talked with her that I would leave the volunteer work cause my college class starting. I actually enjoyed working with her, having lunches sometimes at her house. She took care of me.

I might have not showed my appreciation to her enough.

I might have made her misunderstand my thoughts toward the volunteer work.

Looking back, I remember once I mentioned to her that may be I’m better suited for physical activity’s voluntary work…rather than dealing with desk work.

She was my boss, so she might have felt uncomfortable about what I said.

Now here, I want to tell her that I’m sorry if I made her fell uncomfortable while you gave me and my family kindness. How could I be forgiven.

While getting lost, I encountered the Remarkable People Podcast. I indulged in listening to it. Cause it made me remind that we all can enjoy growing our curiosity, knowledge and potential. I felt magic that I became to know it. I wouldn’t be where I am today without the Remarkable People. I truly appreciate it.

Today I found one inspirational post from Arianna Huffington. “…Forgiveness isn’t acquiescence. When you let go of a grudge, you’re the one who’s free.” Me along the way, I became to learn many things and thoughts and wisdom. It reminds me that I should not hold grudges. I should leave grudge. Because “ no one wants to live in a world where there is no forgiveness, no compassion and no love.”

I wish I could make her ease about me.